My life right now is currently at a standstill. It honestly couldn't be worse but at the same time it couldn't be better. On the good side, I graduate middle school and finally off to high school. My dad got me a Macbook for my graduation and I couldn't be happier. I wish I could express my feelings better. I really do love my dad. He gives me everything I ever need and all he does is protect me. Life is also good because it is summer ! I have been waiting for summer since September and it already feels half over when it has only just begun. On the bad side, I don't want to go to my public high school. I recently lost my best friend. Probably the one person I was my real, true self. I could tell her and do anything with her and I always trusted her. But then she turned on me. She turned on me for a life of popularity and friends. Something I wish I could have done. But now, I am alone. I have nothing to do. Ever. I have no friends except one that will be leaving all summer. I wish I wasn't such a loser.. I wish this summer would be the best one of my life, but it probably won't be. Sure, I have all these boys talking to me, but really I could have a lot of guy friends but they don't compare to having your one best girl friend. I am so happy about my Macbook though, so at least I have that to keep me going...