I am so thankful for my one good friend. She is not my best friend, but I feel like she will be. Summer has only begun. She isn't going to my school next year, but with her help I will gain some really close friends. It was always good knowing that I was someones best friend and knowing that she was the one person I would be with mainly, but I lost her. Its time to find someone knew like she did. Everyone basically made there friend groups for life and I am hoping I can get into one. Its almost 4 right now and I just cant sleep. I think its because I have so many emotions going on right now and I don't know what to do. Twitter is the worst for me because I have to see my ex-best friend and her new friends tweets 24/7. It never stops. They are going down the shore tomorrow and that kills me. So I called the one girl that I knew would never judge me or let me down. She seems to be the one that is always there for me. I told her my situation and she already has me in to join her friend group. They are popular and pretty and very social. Thats just what I wanted. This girl even wanted me to go on vacation with her tomorrow for a week. She tweeted and made statuses all about me to make them see I am doing fine without them. And I even talked to her friends and asked them to hang out! I am hanging out with them as soon as she gets back from vacation or earlier. I am probably hanging out with my one best friend tomorrow. She is always there for me, but I feel like things aren't going to work with me and her. I feel like I have changed and she isn't like me anymore so it is weird. I hope after writing all of this I will be able to sleep. Thank god for my easy access macbook and blogger. I am going to change the layout soon and make it more presentable. I want people to view this and comment on things I should do. But for now, I am forever alone.